An unconditional love. Support. Of affection. Understanding. Protection. Comfort.
That’s all she gave you without asking anything in return. She thought that these things were just as normal as breathing, and that she was not supposed to beg for love.
But it was not like that. She had to beg your love and attention as if it was something difficult to give.
Maybe it was hard for you because you never loved her as she loved you. So, do not try to win her back now that she’s happy with someone else.
Do not be afraid to ruin his plans for true love. You know she deserves a better man than you and that you could never give her the time she needs.
So, now that you have lost her, let her be happy with someone who will love her so that she deserves it.
Let her be happy with a man who will not doubt her if she is good enough or worthy enough.
Do not you see that spark in her eyes when she looks at him? You know, she was looking at you with the same eyes.
And she probably would have continued if you had not messed up with her.
So do not blame her for giving up on you because it does not make her weak. It just means she’s been too strong for too long.
It just means that she gave her heart, but you broke it in the end. And if you see her in the street with someone else, do not ruin her day because one look will make her sad.
She will immediately remember all the things she had to endure just to be with you. And his hopes of happiness in love will flow like an old boat.
She will realize that she still loves you, but it was easier to get away than to stay with you and suffer.
She knows you were only a toxic man in her life who did not give her the love she deserved.
You gave him nothing but tears and agony. That’s all she had when she was with you. And she just wanted to love you.
She wanted you to be the man with whom she will grow old, her soulmate, her diary and her better half.
She just wanted you to fight for her, but even that, you could not do it. And being the only one to strive for so long has helped her to leave you.
Because she wanted you to choose her every day or leave. And we all know what you did.
You abandoned it so easily; you did not even want to fight for her. You did not even want to do that for her to be yours again. It is so little that she counted for you.
And she wanted you to show him that you love him in the simplest way. She just wanted you to steal a kiss while no one is watching.
She wanted you to take her hand when she was afraid to do something she did not like. She wanted you to tell her that she was strong enough and that she can do what she wants.
But it was asking too much, was not it?
Because every time she kissed you, you held out her cheek instead of lips. Whenever she tried to take your hand because she was afraid, you told her that she had to face her fears, withdrew your hand.
While she was hoping to get the comforting words she needed so much from you, you told her that she should not even try something new because it would be a failure.
That’s how much you believed in her, in the woman who would have moved mountains for you, for the one who always made you go first by trying to satisfy your needs rather than his own.
She had admired you for so long, but now she admires another man. You disappointed her and she does not think you’re as great as she thought before. Now, she just wants to be as far away from you as possible.
Because if you approach, she might not resist . She could indulge in you as she has done before.
And you know you can not do anything in return. You know that you will never give her the love she gave you and that you will never be madly in love with her.
So this time, please drop. May she be happy with someone who will know how to cherish her.
May she live the love she so desired. Because that’s what she really deserves. And nothing less than that.