I know that she is a good friend. But do you want to know something? She could have been an even better friend if you had given her the chance.
Instead of giving her a chance, you seduced her.
Instead of giving her a chance, you played games.
Instead of giving her a chance, you twisted her head and sent a million mixed signals.
Instead of giving her a chance, you made her believe that she has to work hard for your time and attention.
And she struggled.
The truth is, she just thought of you. She loved you. She would have done everything for you. And she will continue to prove it by trying to be your friend.
But it kills her.
She tries to be strong by putting on a brave face and smiles, but you do not see her running to the bathroom and straightening her makeup while holding back tears.
She tries to be strong, so she answers again and again. She always gives her best. But the truth is that she is very hurt.
She stays awake at night and tosses and turns, thinking about what singles she has misread.
She thinks everything over and blames herself, although, in reality, you did not have the decency to tell her that you are not interested.
Instead of telling her that you are not interested, you have reaped the fruits of her attention.
Instead of telling her that you are not interested, you have taken everything she could give without answering.
Instead of telling her that you are not interested, you have spent time with her, you have listened to her, you have broken down her walls until she has trusted you in her most vulnerable condition.
Instead of telling her that you are not interested, you have done everything to make her believe that it is you.
So do not blame her for withdrawing. She has to do it. Do not ask her questions if she does not answer. Because it kills them, not to do it. Do not start a fight because you do not understand why she is hurt and upset. That just makes it worse.
You were not honest with her.
You did not tell her there was anyone else.
That’s all you had to say. But for some reason, you have kept these details under wraps.
So do not blame her for having reacted the way she did. Because as surprised as you may be about her reaction, imagine how blind she felt.
She felt like a fool because she did not know something you did not tell her.
Put yourself in their position.
You never told her to stop trying, so she did not.
You never told her to hold back, so she did not.
You want to be her friend, but you do not even know the meaning of friendship.
When I choose friends, I do not choose those who make me cry at night.
And she pretends that’s okay. She pretends that everything is alright.
Because it’s easier to pretend to be called because of your bullshit and tell you that you’re an ass.
I’m sorry, but you will not be her friend anymore after you have broken her heart.
Because with such friends, who needs enemies.