I want to be with you, but not at any price
I want to hold your hand, laugh at your jokes, walk by your side, cuddle up on the couch with you, look into your eyes and kiss you every day.
I want to sit in my underwear on the kitchen counter at 3 o’clock in the morning and do nonsense with you.
I want to be someone who is very important to you and I want to give you my days, weeks, months and years.
I just want to be with you. I want to put a smile on your face and make you happy. I want to lie in your arms and cuddle. I want to stay up all night and talk for hours. I want to hear what’s going on in your head and what’s in your heart. I want to be the one you want to share your life with.
I want all these things for us. I want you to be mine and I want to belong to you, but that does not have to be at any price. I will not lean back for something that is not worth it. I do not want to lose myself to someone who does not deserve it.
I do not want you if I have to run after you.
If I have to run after you, that means you are running away from me. And when you run away from me, there’s nothing I should want you to do that means we’re definitely not on the same wavelength.
I do not want to run after you. I want you to be next to me and I want us to run together in this wild and crazy world. I want to know that I can rely on you without fear that you will eventually run away.
I do not want you when I have to ask you for your time.
I really want to be with you, but it will not happen if I have to ask you to give me your time. When I’m ready to give you a place in my life, I do not expect anything else from you either.
I do not want to sit at the table and wait for you to find the time to send me a message. I do not want to wait until you know if you will be able to find time to see me. I want to be on your priority list because I’m ready to put you on mine. If I fight for your attention, it’s not worth it.
I do not want you if I have to prove to you that I’m worth the effort. If you are unable to see for yourself that I am worthy, then there is nothing in this world that I can do to prove the opposite. There is nothing I can do to convince you otherwise. And to be honest, I also do not want to prove to you that I’m worth it.
I want you to accept me as I am. I want you to respect my values and I want to feel acknowledged by you. Because that’s exactly what I’m more than willing to do for you.
I do not want you if someone else can have you. I’ve always been the woman who refuses to like something anyone else can get. What value do you have, if you are so easy to have? What is so special about you when all other women can have you? And who will promise me that you will not just leave me for another woman?
I want to trust you. I want to know that you would never replace me with any random girl as long as I am good to you. I want to know that I mean something to you and that I add value to your life. I do not want to be with you when I could be easily replaced.
I will not go into it unless you show me that you want it.
I’ve been through a lot in my life. Believe me, the last thing I want to do is run after someone who does not want me to be in his life. That’s why I will not do that. You will not be my No. 1 if you do not show me that you want to be here.
I know that the relationships between two people can be chaotic, but they should never be hard. I know that they require effort and I am ready to fight for ourselves if you give me something to work for.
If you want me in your life, move and make a place for me. That’s how easy it can be.