People often confuse being single with loneliness.
They think that if you are in a relationship, it means that you are happy, but no one has ever said that being with someone necessarily meant being happy with that person.
I learned this lesson on my own skin, so I know what I’m talking about. You know, I’ve always been a strong woman, the one who manages things in her own way.
Then I met the guy who made me completely dizzy. It was my first love, my reason for living and my best friend.
But like hanging out with someone is not a simple thing and it takes a lot of effort for that, we collapsed.
We collapsed into so many small pieces that it looked like we had never been together.
And while I was in a galley, thinking I was alone and in shit, something crossed my mind.
I understood that being single did not necessarily mean that I should be sad. This moment was my epiphany, and I realized that breaking up with you was the best thing that happened to me.
I realized that it was better to be alone than to endure a jerk.
It’s better to live a life where I can be myself, without having to pretend to be someone else just for my boyfriend to appreciate me.
If he can not accept all my bad sides, he certainly does not deserve the best too.
I refuse to settle for less than what I deserve, and I refuse to be the doll of someone with whom he plays as he wants.
I realized that I was strong enough to wait for the good to arrive.
I went through hell and I know that life is a real bitch. I also know that it is not by speeding things up, that I will reach my ultimate goal and that this time, I just need to follow the flow.
I must let fate do its job and accept all that it brings me.
I spent so much time making my own love rules, but it never really worked.
So, from now on, I will stay quiet and let the sky send me the good one.
I realized that I do not need anyone who does not need me.
I’ve been to so many guys so far, and none of them knew how to give me the love I wanted.
Each of them disappointed me at least once, and that’s why I decided to break up with them.
Because if someone shows that he does not love me, why should I stay with him and beg him for his attention?
If I gave him my heart and if I opened to him, he should have done the same for me.
But if someone refuses to do it, he just can not be at the top of my list of priorities.
I have only one life to live, and I will certainly not spoil it with a man who does not love me as much as I love him.
I will not be satisfied with someone who lacks love, attention and respect. I deserve to be loved.
I deserve to be taken care of. I deserve to be run after. And I deserve all this to happen naturally.
And if a man can not give me all that, then I do not need him at all.
I will be my own reason to be happy.
Throughout my life, I have been looking for men to make me happy, but now I realized that I was my own reason to be happy.
I realized that I did not need a man to complete me. I do not need a man to guide me or show me the right path.
I just need him to accept me completely and to love me unconditionally.
But before he comes, I’ll stay in love with myself first and foremost.
I will learn to be my own priority and fulfill my own desires without needing someone to do it for me.
I will wait for the man whose love will make me feel at home.
I know he will not come tomorrow or in a month, but he will come eventually.
And I know I will not be with someone just to avoid being alone. I will wait for someone who is worth it.
I will wait for the man who will be my close friend, my soul mate and my lover.
He who will seduce me while I am already his, who will love me to the moon and the stars and who will never let me down.
I will wait for the man who will know how to give me true love.